Usually one refers to one's hair color when talking about getting rid of the gray. In that sense I am lucky, and so far I have not had to experience any age-related haircolor changes. I may at times feel like tearing my hair out...but that's another story altogether.

Nope, the gray I am talking about is on the one hand the constantly gray skies and surroundings, making it impossible to see the time of day. The other is the exact same grayish gloom inhibiting my entire sense of being at the moment.

I usually don't feel that the weather affects my mood, and I'm not sure that this is the case this time either; all I know is that I am tired, like I can't even open my eyes completely, and I just want peace and quiet. But even if I am able to take it easy right know, my breath feels labored.

So I tried getting some things done, without overexerting myself. I did some cleaning, since I usually feel better reinstating some sort of order to our home. I followed P & A on a walk to pick up L after a birthday party, so I got some fresh air that way. Still no change.

And since I hate being in a funk I usually try to ask myself what would I rather be doing, if I had the choice. The one thing that comes to mind (the only thing) is going to the seaside sauna to sweat out all my anxiety and bathe in the icy cold water. Unfortunately the ones in Kalmar aren't open for ladies tomorrow; maybe on Tuesday???

That way I could even indulge in some real girl talk...must try to do that this Tuesday...

 

Lena

24 januari 2009 19:15

Visste inte ens om att här fanns kallbadhus här, eller vad man nu kallar det... passar ju bra i denna gråa massa.

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